Friday, June 8, 2007

When I am alone

Quiet and silent as i sit and gaze into this world i find so many faces that i know and i wonder how many of these know me....I wonder if i am busy or is this world not interested in me???
People of different places know each other and why dosen't any one know me??I wonder..
I wonder was i not taught to be social?? or has this world forgotten to be social??I wonder..
i waited for people to gesture at me or atleast smile as i walk pass but always felt "did he notice me" i wonder..
I stood if front of the mirror gazing if i looked unpleasant;but wait.... i didn't but did i?? I wonder..
I always thoght let me just do my bit,let me make the beginning.but will they do their part??I wonder..
Slowly silently this fear stayed in me and grew as i.But will i ever over come?? I wonder??
People told me "get up man,are you not well??" when i was in my best of temperments huh I wonder??

2 comments:

Unknown said...

don't be so upset dear there is nothings right r wrong in this universe but it is the human nature to control things that puts a label on them.....just get out of this struggle,have a balance between ur head and heart,live every momen,listen to ur inner thoughts what they r saying have time for urself. try to embrace every moment remmenber the things u used to do in chilhood and start doing them u will be happy and remmember the laws which run the universe r same who run ur life ,this universe wants u to be happy,try to be what u r and the world will take care of every thing else................reply

Nusrat said...

Thanks so much!!i had actually stopped writing so was not checking my blog...i appreciate u r concern.Thank You
and yes i m very happy now Ah. things are just working the way i want them to..